Resistance is Futile
I started to feel energetic resistance a few days before flying to the United Kingdom. It progressively intensified up to and during my first two days there until I had the ceremony on top of the Tor and won. Let me explain...
Initially it felt like a small boy holding on to my apron strings and not wanting me to go...a minor irritation. Then I felt it grow in strength as the angry male boarder guard grilled me before entry into the UK...my hardest crossing in 5 months of international travel. Then it felt like I was being physically restrained by a male teen the morning as I prepared for the ceremony...now it got my attention. I took a few moments to breathe deeply and I dropped into my heart-centre to clear all interferences from all dimensions known and unknown. Then finally the crescendo...a violent wind storm on top of the Tor where I felt the full strength of the angry male patriarchy being dissolved as the goddess of the divine feminine awoke. "This is happening whether you like it or not." I said during the shamanic ceremony at the stone of the four directions on top of the Tor. I brought in the 3 other chakra's, danced, sang, spoke ancient shamanic languages, and I energetically cleared the land.
As I came down the hill in the west I felt a sense of elation. A sense that we had won...the divine feminine has arisen...in all of us, male or female. It is her time. Embrace the soft and gentle yet poignant fire energy that is her. May we all have peace, joy and love. Shalom.
My Shamanic Journey
I heard thumping as my wings flapped...their rhythmic movement mirroring the relaxed beating of my heart. I had laser precision eyesight as I saw my destination in the distance. I felt the cool air hit my eyes as I was propelled forward flying to Uluru, or Ayers Rock, Gaia's third chakra. I had shape shifted into a Golden Eagle.
My first experience with Shape Shifting was in the Peruvian Jungle. I became a jaguar, then an eagle, and then a mouse. The next day at the lodge, a Golden Eagle landed in my path and stared at me with its yellow piercing eyes. It was a beautiful moment; a knowing that we connected spiritually.
When I landed on the dry red earth I felt my talons transform into paws. I felt the soft pads of my feet pounding into the earth as I started run. With every rhythmic step, I felt the muscles in my jaguar legs flex and contract as I bounded around the perimeter counter-clockwise of this massive sacred rock. I sniffed the dry air and I smelt a faint floral aroma as I wove in and out amongst the arid shrubs. I strained my neck to see the top of the massive rock and felt the sun warming my fur as it sank beyond the horizon. I went closer to the rock and felt the vibrations through the earth. There was an indigenous man playing a didgeridoo. "Welcome" he said as he stood beside his burning fire. I felt the intensity of the heat on my fur.
I transformed back to my human form and we performed an Integration Ceremony whereby I brought the energy and an item from each of Gaia's chakras; a pine cone from Mount Shasta (first chakra), water from Lake Titicaca (second chakra) was sprinkled around the fire, and a handful of dirt from the ground at Uluru (third chakra). I then added tobacco to honour the land and its ancestors. I danced around the fire to the shamanic music of the didgeridoo and played a drum with an animal bone. The ancestors were pleased. After transmuting the energies, I ran them through my crystalline core and declared the land clean, healed and activated. I reverently placed both hands the rock and felt the beauty and peaceful energy flow through my body. I humbly asked that the warmth, beauty and energy of this place be locked into my third chakra permanently. And so it is.
Oo-ya-ni-ma-ya. You are the light of your soul. And so it is.